i am angry with myself for letting you go. for me its less than a year and right now, the feelings are here to stay. its so strong that i dont know when will it go away. i want it to go away fast. i couldnt sleep last night cause whatever you said was stuck in my mind. i cried to sleep, i woke up tearing. i feel so useless. i feel so useless that i cant keep you by my side and the fact that you have alr made out with her makes me feel even worse. i want to accept reality but there's something not wanting me to and i dont know whats that. i just want to die so i can stop feeling all these pain and heartache. why do you have to tell me? i rather not know. i know you want me to be your friend but its so hard for me to do that. i dont know if i would rather not talk to you at all or just try to be your friend which is like totally impossible right now. its been so long how come i still can forget? i want to forget. i want to forget you. tell me cause you're my first thats why its hard. tell me that its natural to feel this way so i know i dont actually love you that much cause i dont want to. i miss you.

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i am angry with myself for letting you go. for me its less than a year and right now, the feelings are here to stay. its so strong that i dont know when will it go away. i want it to go away fast. i couldnt sleep last night cause whatever you said was stuck in my mind. i cried to sleep, i woke up tearing. i feel so useless. i feel so useless that i cant keep you by my side and the fact that you have alr made out with her makes me feel even worse. i want to accept reality but there's something not wanting me to and i dont know whats that. i just want to die so i can stop feeling all these pain and heartache. why do you have to tell me? i rather not know. i know you want me to be your friend but its so hard for me to do that. i dont know if i would rather not talk to you at all or just try to be your friend which is like totally impossible right now. its been so long how come i still can forget? i want to forget. i want to forget you. tell me cause you're my first thats why its hard. tell me that its natural to feel this way so i know i dont actually love you that much cause i dont want to. i miss you.