Sunday, October 11
2:41 PM ●

Why do you have to be so blunt with me?
Why cant you just let me live in my lies?
I cant forget you no matter how hard i try.
why do you have to mean so much to me?
i have so many unanswered questions.
I cant afford to lose you.
im sorry for the things i did and for the things i didnt do.
i really regret treating you like dirt and i still rmb you trying to get my attention and i ignored you.
im a jerk! i am.
3 years ago, i was and now i still am. you should just start scolding me.
i want you back.
i need you here by my side telling me what to do.
i feel so lost without you.
baby, i love you.

you gave me joy and happiness and ever since you left, i was never truly happy.
and i want that happiness back.
i really hope this is just a phase for us and its to test our love.
dont ever run away from my life.
dont you dare, darling.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )