Thursday, November 26
11:39 PM ●

i hate breakups ):

i dont know what im doing with my life. every morning, i wake up wanting to see your morning message and before i sleep at night, i want to see a good night message. i very much want to control this thing i have but its so hard. control control control.. thats all you can say.

meeting you 4 times a week, talking to you on the phone everyday.. not helping me but i liked it this way. i want to give you up but at the same time, i dont want to. only you can give me such happiness.
there's a lot of thoughts and feelings i cant put it in words. i cant describe how im feeling.

tell me you neeed me in your life.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )