no matter how hard i try, i cannot stop thinking of you.
why do you have to mean so much to me?
you even ask me why am i so obessed with you?
i liked you since 5 years ago. or even earlier just that i didnt realise it was like.
and right now, im still liking you.
and i love you baby.

i miss you soo much. you know that.
i cry myself to sleep every night.
i hate myself for losing you.
you are too precious to me.

have you ever wondered why i was the first person you thought of when you're in trouble?
is that a sign? i dont want to assume anymore.
maybe im right, maybe im wrong. or maybe you dont want to believe that you still like me.
or maybe its just me.
its so confusing. sometimes, or rather, nowadays, i have this urge to give up even tho i know i cant. and yes, people say im stupid for being there for you and letting you hurt me. im so hurt and yet im still here. i myself think im weird. as much as i want to leave you, i cant. i dont feel safe that you're all alone out there not sure if someone is looking after you or not. i dont want anything to happen to you. thats how much you mean to me. i hope this hurting thing everyday will make me move away from you only when you're safe and happy and with someone reliable to look after you babe. i love you.

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no matter how hard i try, i cannot stop thinking of you.
why do you have to mean so much to me?
you even ask me why am i so obessed with you?
i liked you since 5 years ago. or even earlier just that i didnt realise it was like.
and right now, im still liking you.
and i love you baby.

i miss you soo much. you know that.
i cry myself to sleep every night.
i hate myself for losing you.
you are too precious to me.

have you ever wondered why i was the first person you thought of when you're in trouble?
is that a sign? i dont want to assume anymore.
maybe im right, maybe im wrong. or maybe you dont want to believe that you still like me.
or maybe its just me.
its so confusing. sometimes, or rather, nowadays, i have this urge to give up even tho i know i cant. and yes, people say im stupid for being there for you and letting you hurt me. im so hurt and yet im still here. i myself think im weird. as much as i want to leave you, i cant. i dont feel safe that you're all alone out there not sure if someone is looking after you or not. i dont want anything to happen to you. thats how much you mean to me. i hope this hurting thing everyday will make me move away from you only when you're safe and happy and with someone reliable to look after you babe. i love you.